Pain, Depression and Anxiety or Lions, Tigers and Bears.

For me it always starts off with pain; then pain leads to depression and then depression and pain will lead to anxiety; or the dark side.

If you find yourself walking down this road, you might feel like your off to see the Wizard of Oz; skipping down the Yellow brick road, finding yourself singing Lions, Tigers and Bears; more truth to this then meets the eye. You see we are all looking for the Wizard to cure our problems, no mater what they are; we see all our fears down this road; the Lion without any courage to solve this problem; the Tiger sneaking up behind you and the Bear; well he can’t bear it very well either. The Great and Powerful Wizard of Oz will cure you; he’ll give you a shot and a pill and you’ll be better in no time; in no time is how long it will take; no mater how much time you have you’ll still be waiting for the cure.

What did we miss? We didn’t need the Wizard; never did; all we had to do was click our heals three times and say there is no place like home.

But its too late for that; the Wizard gave us more then an Oz of cure and that cure turned into a disease; now we are worse off then before we saw the Wizard to begin with; now what do we do? We will have to learn to live with it or die with it; both more than likely; but we first have to face it with the courage of the Lion, the determination of the Tiger and the power of the Bear; we are off to see the Wizard and tell him to keep his Oz of cure; let him know that we have 16 Oz of cure, and a pound of cure is much better.

I can only speak in riddles, rhymes and metaphors; why you may ask? Because I only speak for the Light Wizzard and he tells me that life is but a dream. The Light Wizzard tells me to tell you to Wake up. You are living in a dream world. History, His Story, has changed to hide the truth; and the truth is that you never needed the Wizard of Oz and never will; you didn’t have to have him to be born; to get shots so you wouldn’t get some disease; in fact that is what was in the shot; so much for an Oz of cure with a shot full of poison. The Light Wizzard tells me that Energy is the only cure I need; and that is what the Wizard of Oz is taking from us; our energy, he feeds off it, the dark lords always have; they need the light, but as with all dark forces, they destroy it; that’s all they know how to do.

Know the light and become one with it; do not go towards the dark; that is what the Light Wizzard wants me to tell you; all your life the Wizard of Oz wanted to warn you not to go towards the light or you will die; but the light will not kill you, it will save you; only darkness can kill you and that is what the Wizard of Oz deals in, the dark.

We are off to see the Wizzard, the wonderful Wizzard of Light. This is the Wizzard you needed, not the phony Wizard who sells snake oil and stands behind a curtain and yells do not pay attention to the man behind the curtain. Why do you think they have rooms with curtains in them any way? Yes they are the Wizard of Oz and always have been; you have been warned, but didn’t listen to them who warned you; why? You thought it was all a dream. You woke up to find yourself still in that dream and you can not wake from it. When you see the Light, go towards it; it may look like a door, but its really just the door way or the gateway into the Light, that is where you’ll find the Wizzard of Light; he’ll answer all your questions; although the ones you ask may seem like the ones that are the most important, but they are in fact the ones that really do not matter, and matter is at the heart of the question you should be asking. What is Matter? What is the Matter with you? Energy and that is what you don’t have if you are skipping down the yellow brick road.

The Light Wizzard has been around for billions of Millennium’s and will be around past the end of time and beyond; why? Because you can not kill the Light. No matter how much darkness you add to light; it will not get darker, in fact the dark will only get lighter; the Light side will always win. Light is energy; the dark lords do not have their own, so they live off of yours; do not let them, take back your Light, defend yourself with a Light Saber.

Do not take my word for it; go ask Alice; the White Rabbit is the White Wizzard; which is another name for the Light or White (White Light AKA Lite) Wizzard.

The Light Wizzard has many stories to tell and in the coming years, those stories will be told; stay tuned at Light Wizzard

I’m very unhappy with the Content Management Systems (CMS) currently on the market; both Commercial and Open Source. Currently at this site I’m using Joomla and Word Press; both are written in PHP. I’m very unhappy with PHP to begin with; it has gone rouge; programmers have taken a lazy writing style that drives me crazy; lets face it; PHP is just a C language and should follow the rules; for example:

myFunction(pram1, pram2)
{
    if (true)
    {
        doThis();
    }
}

But what the lazy programmers of php do is this:

myFunction(pram1, pram2) {
    if (true) {
        doThis();
    }
}

as if saving a line wrap will make the program run faster; when in fact all it does is make it harder to read.

Python is a lot better; more secure and at least it makes you format all the code so its readable.

So we are going to look at all the Python CMS and see which one is the best; I’m thinking about going to a new one called Binary Bit Flesh.

Universalism

Universalism refers to religious, theological, and philosophical concepts with universal (“applying to all”) application or applicability. It is a term used to identify particular doctrines considering all people in their formation. In religion and theology, “universalism” is a principle that asserts that all people are under the consideration and love of God, and that theological concepts (doctrines) which conform to this concept are in fact more in accord with the divine concepts.

A church or community that calls itself Universalist may emphasize the universal principles of most religions and accept other religions in an inclusive manner, believing in a universal reconciliation between humanity and the divine. For example monotheistic religions like Judaism, Christianity, and Islam still claim a universal value of their doctrine and moral principles because they feel they are inclusive.

A belief in one common truth is also another important tenet. The living truth is seen as more far-reaching than national, cultural, or religious boundaries.

Last night I had a DDV about this, I did a search this morning and found this article that confirms it, what it means is still unclear, but in my DDV I remember having this conversation with a Friend about a new religion; only it wasn’t a religion but a life style, and didn’t borrow from other religions but instead only told the truth; that other religions are there just to control you, demand it’s 10% and your devotion and make those that do not believe as they do as evil. The Universe does not work this way, if it did Saturn would have eaten Earth many moons ago as a sacrifice, instead they all coexist in harmony.

To worship divinity is a vain concept that the old testament forbid, then the powers to be slowly changed the translation to mean something else, “Thou Shall Not Worship False Idols”, well if that is not what these people are doing then what is it? The churches are evil, power corrupts, absolute power corrupts absolutely, 90% of all clergy commit crimes like child molestation and get away with it; why? Power and the Worship of False Idols.

I do believe in God, not their God, because my God will not allow this true evil to exist, this is why my Dog Tags read Atheist or Agnostic, not because I don’t believe in God, but I don’t believe in their God and I don’t want to chance an Evil Priest presiding over me in my last hours on Earth, I would surly not make it to Valhalla or the Far Green Country, and I don’t want to go to any Heaven they have picked out for me, when I die the only prayer I want is on that night add “Welcome Jeff into your continuum this day”, as outlined on how to pray below, on the next morning you can tell God of my Good (Oh God) deeds, it is this time that he will listen to them and not a moment earlier. My body must be burned in the open air as was in anent times so my sprite can leave and my ashes re-adsorbed into the earth or sent as whole, down the river of no return (the ocean will do or outer space, or the earth, no casket just white cloth), these priest would have my body entombed in a casket or urn; they would burn you in a casket in an oven or bury you in a casket 6 foot under, how barbaric and curl, to trap you body and sole, do not remove my blood or embalm me nor take my parts for sell to others either.

In simplest terms God means creator of life, without reading into that very much, you can see it is very simple, nothing that you need to go to church to learn about or try to pay your way into Heaven for; it simply doesn’t need to be explained or demystified it just is and always has been and always will be, God.

Do not Worship False Idols you may ask, what are they? Crosses, Crucifixions, Sons of Gods, Churches and Governments. God is God, and we are his children and the flowers and Sun Shine are his to command and his alone; the Universe is his back yard and the planets are his toys and free will rains down from his Heaven and only good will and harmony are his commands to his children. My DDV was this message and nothing more, I see it now, maybe that is all the meaning it has; maybe I was suppose to tell the people about it; break them from their bondage so they can live a free life; which the Governments would like to see you in chains, bond to a false idol, in God we Trust must be removed from all and replaced with in Government we Trust; the US Government is a False Idol and must be restored to the Republic for which it stands; therefore the people or sheepeople must wake up and take charge of their life and listen to their God.

In the times of my ancestors, there was but one way to worship God, you have to get down on your bare knees to the ground (dirt) and look to the east (direction the earth rotates in, hints the coming of the Sun in the morning and the long nights wait till the rising of the Sun in the next morning, which is why the Sun is behind you at nights prayer), face up into the sky (Heaven) and put your arms up in the air (head level so you can see your palms and also block the direct Sun light in the morning so you have have both eyes fully open to take in the energy from Gods Sun), with palms up (symbolizing asking for something), and ask and talk to God, what you want too (Normally: God grant me the wisdom to do the things I need to do this day (ask) and I will do Gods Will (Good Will) toward all man kind (talk)).

The idea of Worship in this way, is to bring peace of mind and to remember your place in the Universe, so that Good will (God with one less Oh in it, hints Gods Will), will follow you through out the day. You do this once in the morning, before you do anything else and once before the Sun (Sun of God) sets; the morning prayer is to start the day with Gods Will so you will have it to give to others through out the day and at night so that you may rest at ease knowing you did the best you could this day and that tomorrow will be a better day.

I was talking to Arron at wPromote, whom, by the way, is the only SEO company I trust; they have been a huge help in my getting ranking in the search engines; if you need SEO help; please look here first.

I have had to rewrite parts of my Template and Siteman program which makes my Sitemaps and Sitemap.xml; to implement some of their idea’s, SEO is a full time job, you have to work at it everyday, make changes, track those changes and rate your progress.

We talked about my ranking for Vets Help, Help Vets, Disabled Vets and other key words that I have yet to identify.

I will keep on working so I can get this site out there for people to find.

I hope the other Vets like this site and find it useful.

How do you feel?

When someone ask you do you just blow them off by saying fine?

What would they do if you actually opened up and told them?

The real question is how do you feel?

How do you feel?

Think about the question itself for a few minutes and ask your self if the question is how is your health, your mental compass, or is it a question of logic?

Most people assume it is your health, so the question should be is, how is your health, but that’s not what I asked you at all, no I asked how do you feel?

If I wanted to be witty, I could answer; with all my sensory receptors.

I think it depends on how you ask us the question; a stranger, its always, fine how about you, a friend is normally treated the same, a spouse or lover may get more information then they wanted.

So how do I feel?

Indifferent

My views and opinions are just that; mine; I will probably end up dead for them or in jail which is the same. Free speech does not exist in this country when it includes talking about your Constitutional Rights to uphold and defend the Constitution from its domestic enemies; manly the Government. I have stayed silent far too long; now its time to open up; I see the end coming; I’m not one of those crazy people running around yelling the sky is falling; but lets face it; you talk about wanting to take this country back and you might as well be.

I didn’t want to fully commit to saying this; but hey; its 2009; it can only get worse. A new president if he takes office; seems like he still needs to prove he was born in the US and not Africa; but hey; lets stay out of politics; I mean it; who cares; will it change anything? No; they are all the same; politicians; Policy Tics.

I’m not a happy camper to say the least. I’m not at all happy with the way this country is going; the Constitution is in the trash can; lets face it; its over; soon the Amero or the Yen will be the new money and the borders will be gone; the people have been sleeping for far too long. I’ve been telling friends and family for years that its your duty to defend the Constitution of the uSA and not your right. Once you let one person break the rules of the Constitution its over; when the Federal Reserve was founded and owned by a private group of people and not the Government; it was over; and soon you will know what I’m talking about; you’ll go to swipe your credit card at the gas station or stores and it will not work; they will not take your checks and your cash is of no value.

So now what do you do? Most of our soldiers are over seas; the Government will hire some foreign Troops to keep peace during the civil upraise; you will learn what their definition of peace is. The Militia doesn’t exist anymore; the Government shut it down years ago; I know; I was a member before I joined the Military. So who do you call? It will not matter; they will not help anyway; no you are in this for the long haul. Why all the doom and gloom? I see the writing on the wall, beyond the Graffiti. I no longer wish to paint a pretty picture about a country that is so corrupted that I don’t recognize it anymore.

Hey people what’s that sound everyone take a look around; for what its worth. What you’ll see you will not like; not at all. If you don’t have the means to support yourself and family on what you can grow or kill to eat you may find the food lines very long. Think I’m a fool for saying this now; wait till it comes true; power will be out, no food at the stores to buy as if you had the new money to pay for it with; Amero and Yen will convert a penny on the dollar; no gas and no where to run. Apocalypse Now? Maybe not tomorrow but soon enough; I don’t know when it will start but once they tell you that the money system is changing you’ll have your walking papers.

This country doesn’t support its troops; yes I’m sure it still buries them and says good things about them, as they give them a 21 gun solute with blanks in their gun and in their mind; putting stickers on their cars to show they care; but they do not have a clue. Our Constitution is very clear; it has a clue; its not old and out dated; it was written for all times; good and bad; but those days are gone.

As a member of the Military I swore an oat to uphold and defend the Constitution for its enemies both foreign and domestic; so what happened; was I derelict in my duty? Yes; I allowed this to happen by not doing my duty; which was to overthrow the corrupt Government and replace it with a Constitution law abiding new Government; not because I wanted too; but because I thought that I couldn’t make a difference; that I couldn’t change what was happening; that I didn’t have the authority or right to overthrow this corrupt Government and send the traitors to the firing line; because after all we are talking about every single Government official, including the Congressman, Senators and the President; who am I to bring charges like these against these people; why that’s terrorism in their eyes; yet it was my duty and I neglected it; now I have to pay the price a long with everyone else.

I’d like to share something with you; recently Israel started a new campaign; it started with the first Reich in the 9th century and changed to the second Reich in the 19th century, we are now in the third Reich; often called the third degree; and it didn’t end with the war; it just changed its name; you get it all the time; and people concerned didn’t know what to do; I remember history; not to and your bond to repeat its mistakes; I see one about to happen all over again; you may not agree with anything I have to say or will ever have to say; but I’ll say it anyway. Hitler is a AshkeNazi Jew or Nazi (or do you believe the term Nazi derives from the first two syllables of Nationalsozialistische Deutsche Arbeiterpartei? That is crazy) and ran the biggest Jewish Campaign in the history of mankind and got away with it; same thing is going on in the Country he started; yes he started; its his country; History; a funny thing you can’t get past; those who won the war wrote it; but I’m not that young; my grandfathers told me what really happened. Anyway this is what I had to share with you:

If all states had a strong Militia Group this type of behavior could not occur.

Violence is a double edge sword; on one side you say you do not condone it; on the other side you die by it.

You have to read this whole thing to get my point; sorry its so long; but I do have point and you need to know what it is.

Speak softly but carry a big stick; yes I do believe in Militia States. Not to the point that they are the problem; that’s a Gorilla State. Legal and Peaceful; that’s a Jew Speaking; no where in History has that been used but to talk about the people who were slaughtered there.  There can be no peace where Violence is allowed; no law that protects those that are being murdered; only talk and talk is cheap.  All people have an agenda; if its watching those people being murdered and hiding behind words like Legal and Peaceful is it; they cornered a very old market; call cowards.  Say what you want but in the USA we have about 12 Million people who could bind together in a Militia and raise up to this Government and restore the Constitution; no amount of Legal battles will accomplish that; this country was won by war and will be keep free by it. Peaceful; that’s what happens after the war; Legal that’s a word used by cowards to hide behind as if it was shield; it is also an Ashkenazi term meaning Oy vey. You can have peace with a strong Militia; you can not have anything but rule with Legal; you chose; be Ruled or be a Leader, be the Lead’er or the Lead’id (as in bullets), have courage and honor and stand up for what is right; protect your nation as you would your family.

The problem with this country is the people in it have become brain washed into thinking that this is what they want and need; that the constitution has grown old and didn’t take into account that this nation would grow up and become modern; lazy dumb and cowardly is what that comes down to; hiding behind the legal shield. Lawyers are the problem; judges and the ilk, live off this country like a parasite.  You can fight and die in their war or you can stand up and fight for what is right; you will die in either war; but only one of them is worth dying for.

This generation is doomed; they have no honor or any sense of what the word even means; they are lazy, don’t know the difference between right and wrong and would rather follow someone over a cliff then lead them into the path of righteousness.

I wonder how much of this is just Racism; I’m not a Racist; never have been; I believe in ever race that is on this planet or mix there of; none is better then the other; each is separate and should stay that way to preserve its heritage; yes mixed is a race and just as important as a full blooded race; as if they even exist anymore. I do not believe in the melting pot to the point that all races become one; all you’ll end up doing is committing Genocide and end up with a race that can’t think for themselves; has no identity and has no purpose in life but to hate each other for what ever imperfection they can find. We should join together to celebrate our diversity not fight because of it. We should not be ruled by one class (Jews) which is exactly what is happening; because I speak up on this issue; some people call me a Racist;  I know the truth and I try not to blame them for being stupid and ignorant. I do not believe in the Aryan Nations; Hitler was a Jew and the SS was a Jewish movement; only the Jews prospered from it; Israel became a nation because of WW2; the Jews won; Hitler won; for all I know Hitler is still running Israel; his kind sure is.  I wonder how many members of Aryan Nation are smart enough to have figured that out; the Jews know this; at least the upper management ones do; they get a big kick out of it; this so called White Supremacist bowing down to their God as if it was their own; what a joke on them; wake up; the Holy-cost was a Jewish Ritual for a cause they call Reich; which was meant to kill all the White People so the Jews could control the world; which is what is happening. They pit the Black against the White; the Mexicans against the White; and then make the Whites believe they are Racist if they say anything against the Jews; what a scam they have going. The world has a balance of Races; you have mixed Races that make up a good part of this world; these people have the best of each race and can be proud of each race they have in them; I’m half Scottish and German if you didn’t know; I’m very proud of each of them; and I also defend Germany against Hitler; they are not one and the same; Hitler was a Jew not a German. We have a new President Elect who was born a Mixed Race; White and Black and who knows what else; (we have had 5 presidents in history that have the same mix; Jefferson and Lincoln to name two); he was born in Africa and lives in America; so he is really an African American; unfortunately he hates White People even thou he has some that are family and is a discredit to the mix race culture; he doesn’t embrace any of the Races he belongs to; instead he only believe in the teachings of Islam; which teaches you that you should slay the infidel; which can also mean to kill anyone that doesn’t share your faith. Multiculturalism gets its roots from the Melting pot and loses its sense of being in there also; don’t let this happen; celebrate all holidays no mater what culture they are; do not ever stereo-type someone or think your race is better then theirs; that’s the dark side.

Religion is the root of all evil not just the love of money; its the love of money that is the root of all evil in the Bible; so when Religion loves money then it is the root of all evil. All wars to this date have been started and finished by Religious leaders; a fact; so what does that say? They want to be in charge; so the Militia can not be; why? Because the Militia is the People; its not one Race; one Religion; it is this melting pot of culture and race; who is in charge? We are; the People; not a group of one Race one Religion; but we the People as in the Constitution; to deny the Right to form a Militia is against the Constitution; to speak against the Militia is speaking against the Constitution;  being in the Militia isn’t a right but a duty to uphold the Constitution. Can an African American be in charge of the Militia? Anyone can that will uphold every idea in the Constitution; I’ll follow their lead as long as they are a person with only the good of all the people in mind; this is not a Race or Nationality thing; its the Constitution; We the People get it. You either want the Constitution or you don’t but you need to take a stand; you take it against the Militia; then throw out the Constitution and don’t talk about it; keep in mind that you are a traitor of the Constitutional States and I don’t have another word to waist on you; you are a coward of the worse kind; not worth talking too; you’ll send your children off to fight and die in a Jewish controlled war when you don’t have the courage to stand up and fight for the Constitution; as long as it is someone else who dies you don’t care; you offend me. That said; I hope you didn’t take that road; you know where it leads; you don’t want to go down that road. They own the Legal system; they trademark the very word; you can not win in court; you are a fool to think you can vote them out; a lazy fool at that. The Constitution is very clear on this mater, you need to be also; the USA dose not run under the Constitution; it hasn’t for over a hundred years since the last African American was in office; yes Lincoln and the un-civil war; where we lost the Constitution; Jefferson was one of the Greatest Presidents we have ever had; also the biggest supporter of the Militia; he also had African blood in his veins; something he was proud of by the way; history tries to paint him as a slave owner but I don’t think that was true; the people working for him were free, not slaves; that was Jewish propaganda at work, changing history in their favor; the same Jews who owned and ran slave operations world wide; if you didn’t know Slavery was an all Jewish ran organization and always has been. They wrote history to make you believe that Jews were always persecuted; and were the slaves and not the Slave Masters.

We are about to lost this country to a New World Order calling itself the Amero; its backed by Israel and the Chinese. If the Militia does not step up to the plate its over; all those who fought and died in every war we have ever fought in did so for nothing; because of a lazy stupid generation of cowards to spit on their graves and the Constitution.

This is coming soon; this year or next but it will happen mark my words. Below is a Web Site called a Disinformation Service; I decided not to post it; why give them more power, but I’ll talk about them none the same.

The Disinformation sites are a Jewish Propaganda Site set to destroy the USA and the Constitution; it is probably ran by the CIA; they make me sick; they spread Hate and make White People out as the Haters; when in fact they are Jews; no one hates Jews more than the Jewish do. I could be wrong and these people could just be mislead into thinking they want to do the right thing and spreading hatred to and against the White race is the way to do it. It got me thinking today; what is going on; why can’t people wake up and see what is going on; why do they think they can’t change anything; apathy what a state of mind that is; who is driving this boat, do people really think this way? Wow; what a mind game; mind control, brain washing; mind numbing experience this is; to make you think you are not in control of your own thoughts or destiny.  You do not have to lay down your guns and let them kill you, you can fight back; not by pulling the trigger but by holding your gun tight; this is what the Militia is about; not killing; not a war machine; but a group of People who believe in the Constitution and are willing to defend it. Did we not learn from the History of Poland how these tactics are deployed? The (ashke) Nazi Party is still alive and doing fine; these site are proof of that; wolves in sheep clothing. They make me ashamed to be called Goyim. Goyim isn’t a White Race; nor does it refer to a White Person; its a group of People who do not believe the Jewish way of life; which is to say; slavery; prostitution; drug addiction and other mind control tactics to do business; the Matrix has you; if you woke up today you would be in Zion.

So what does this have to do with the Amero? Everything. These are the people ushering it in with a thundering applause. Lets first get them to fight against each other so they can not form a Militia to stand up against us; then we win the war; now give us your guns; this war is over. This will be the end of times; you will lose everything you have; this is very serious and it will happen as I have said; it can only happen if they destroy our ability to fight back.

All White People who speak against the Jews are not anti-Semitic,  Aryan Nation fallen ones or Racist

Enough said; now take a stance.

The Goyim need to assemble the biggest Militia in the history of man kind; it will be comprised of the People who believe in the Constitution of the uSA; it will defend this Constitution and uphold the laws it provided.

I do not support any violence, I do support the Militia. I do not believe in the Legal System, it is corrupt and ran by the Jewish Media who run this world. Peaceful is a term to describe the dead. Resistance is futile you will be assimilated.

I believe that the People should know the truth; not the lie.  I believe in the Constitution of the United States of America; but I do not believe in the Congress that has been in office since 1863; we the People have the Constitutional Duty to overthrow this Government if it becomes corrupt; it has been for over one hundred years. I believe that, We the People can form a new Government for the people and by the people; take back the 13th amendment, put and end to the Federal Banks and Jewish controlled Media and political system and end corruption and burn all their new laws that were make to turn you into slaves. You have a hard choice to make; do nothing and hope someone else does the right thing; or do something you believe in. Most people do not want to be a leader; they follow the wrong leader and they like to complain about the injustice in the world; there is another choice.

Below is what I’m upset about; WW2 has come and gone and these people are still here; babbling their hatred and trying to hide it under words that made no sense then and none now. If you believe that being anti-semetic is a good thing and the duty of all Goyim your wrong; hatred is just that; its a very dark side activity that can not bring about good change. There is a lot of information that I do agree with at these site; you have to mix the truth in or lose all credibility. I am not saying these people are bad or wrong or anything in that nature; they have every right to believe and say what they want; free speech is good; I’m just saying that if you really want to change things you have to do it under the right banner; not us against them. Yes they are right its the Jews; I’m not afraid to say that; but what stand are they making? We know they are Jews; we know what and who Jews are; but hate is not the answer and anti-Semitisim is hate; and that is getting tied to Goyim and making it synonymous with hate; I hope they can see that and understand why it upsets me. I do not hate Jews; they are what they are; but to allow them to run this country is insane. Do you think this war in Iraq is an American war? Its a Jewish war. Get the Goyim to do our biding that is the Jewish way. 911 has nothing to do with the Gulf War; never has; its a Jewish lie. When I was in Kuwait during the First Gulf War I learned the truth; a truth no one wants to talk about; slavery; (not oil); it was at the heart of the Gulf War; the Kuwaiti’s were dealing in it and Iraq did not like that and the Jews did not like them moving in on their Game; they hate them to begin with; their religion dictates they kill them and the Goyim; why not do both at the same time. What came out of the Gulf and Pakistan War? More slavery; more drugs and more oil and more Jewish control; the truth is just that.

The White Wizzard

I do NOT support ANY violence, or militia groups-Period.

I support legal and peaceful resistance by means of spreading knowledge of the truth. I believe in the critical mass theory (where there is a critical amount of people that must be informed; once that number is reached we will be able to peacefully apply the needed solutions).

I also do not endorse everyone that I link to. A site that I link to may have some information I agree with, but it by NO MEANS implies an endorsement of them or their ideas. All sites I link to speak for themselves, as do I.

I caution everyone to be aware of the consequences of acting or speaking irresponsibly, in the heat of the moment, impulsively, hatefully, etc. We have but one life to live, lets make sure to act rationally, applying workable solutions, keeping others in mind, instead of only focusing on the problem and acting selfishly.

-GP

Christmas; the time of year to be worried.

Growing up as a child I had mixed feelings about Christmas; most of the time it was great; sometimes it wasn’t so great but it was always Christmas. The older I got the more disappointed I got with it; by the time I had children I didn’t like Christmas much; I now understood why my parents didn’t like it; Christmas is for children; but how do you make it good for children if we don’t like it much?

Faking Christmas has become a season pass-time; now that most of my children are grown up and out of the house; and the only one left seems to hate Christmas as much as I do; its getting harder to fake it. I still try for my wife; she loves Christmas.

Christmas; it seems like that said it all; people running around with their heads cut off; generally in a bad mood; spending money they don’t have, for presents no one will like a few months later. Yes I have the Christmas sprite alright; a season designed by retail stores just to make money; its about as phony of a holiday as they come.

Christmas is to celebrate Jesus Christ’s Birthday; might as well celebrate  Horus, Mithra and Krishna Birthday at the same time; seems Jesus is just one of many who was born on this day; and have these things going for him:

• He was born on December 25th of a virgin (Isis Mary)
• A star in the East proclaimed his arrival
• Three kings came to adore the new-born “savior”
• He became a prodigious teacher at age 12
• At age 30 he was “baptized” and began a “ministry”
• Horus had twelve “disciples”
• Horus was betrayed
• He was crucified
• He was buried for three days
• He was resurrected after three days

Why do we continue to celebrate Christmas? So the stores will continue to make money.

What would you think if someone gave you an Empty Box for a gift?

The totally materialistic greedy and unimaginative people of the world would think you gave them nothing; if they do; that’s what they deserve; if their friends and family think the same; there has been too much inbreeding and your a Red Neck and so are your friends.

What it really means; is hey I want you to have anything in the world that will fit into this box; maybe size doesn’t matter; cost has to be within my means of chores; or you just get the empty box because that’s what you deserve for being a greedy materialistic person. If you want them to have more choses, just fill the box with more boxes of different sizes; knowing you’ll have to fill each one over the years.

It also says that I could have gotten you something; but it may not have been what you wanted; and all I really wanted was that you truly love what I got you and not think oh that’s nice.

The thought that counts doesn’t mean a lot all the time; or to all the people.

Lazy; no its not being lazy; its going to take a lot more effort to do this then to just pick something out in the first place.

To me it says, hey I love you enough to want to fulfill your dreams; make a wish and its my command to fill it for you.

But be careful what you ask for; every gift has a cost more that money itself; what you want says a lot about who you are.

Now what if I give you a Box with a lot of Box’s in them?

This is saying I’ll spend the rest of my life filling them.

Again if you think your not getting anything; then that’s what you will get, since that’s what you asked for.

I don’t have much to say about Friday’s anymore; I remember when they where the best day in the world; now they are just Friday; what changed? Got Older? Got Gulf War Syndrome more like it. I think it changed my respective on every day of the week.

I decided I was going to post something everyday; I never finished my post from Thursday for a lack of something to say; so I decided I’ll post this anyway and see where it goes.

I’m not feeling so well this week; not much different than normal; but I still have my bad days and worse; this is in between them.

I got to think what would make me happy; and I gave up; I’m in a rut right now; I can’t come up with the funds to pay my Internet connection and that means shutting down my web site and that just sucks. I don’t have anything else to do but work on it and what would you do with it.

Finding things; not the same as lost and not the opposite ether, just another state; I am talking about searching for something like information on the Internet. Finding things on the Internet isn’t always easy; you have to know the right question; and the way the search engines store things isn’t much help; I’ll give you you an example if I can think of one later.

You are looking for something that has two meanings; like most words in English they have a lot of different meanings and find just the one you are looking for is hard.

You might find life is this way; you’re always looking for something; maybe you just need to stop and ask yourself if you have the right Question.

There are so many Blogs on the Internet it seems like a lost cause to create more; but in truth; each one is its own blog; much like we are individuals; blogs reflex who we are, what we are doing, what we are thinking.

Blogs are a record of our thoughts, a diary of sorts; but its open to the world to read; not that I write it that way, for one thing I don’t really care what the world things of me or what my thoughts are, so I blog it for me.

To Blog or not to Blog that is the question.

One day I’ll be dead and this will be the only record of my existence and when this Blog site goes down, then I’m gone, all memories of me will be washed away from this planet as if I never existed. Blog today die tomorrow. Blog till you drop. I can go one but my point is made; its not a question of if I should, but why I didn’t; not like I have a nobler cause in the universe that will really change the heavens.

Our time on earth is spent in phases we go through; we spend 2 years totally helpless, shitting our diapers, having people feed us, then we spend the next 10 years playing games, then we start getting goofy for next 10 years; then we spend our time getting serious; making money, changing someone’s diapers, raising families, going to war; then middle age kicks in; your children have children and the cycle repeats itself; then old age kicks in; we start getting goofy again, then we spend the rest of our days having someone feed us and changing our diapers; what a way to spend our time; I hope I can skip some of these phases.

So I decided what the hell; might as well Blog about it; who knows; maybe one day I’ll look back at it and say; wow; I was really goofy back then and hope I die before I get old.

Lost is a situation and/or a feeling or both; like your keys or one sock is lost; or I’m lost, what was I thinking or where the hell am I.

Like so much of the English language; lost means a lot of different things to a lot of different people; so what is lost to you may not be lost to me; still at a lost; well lets go see Alice.

Lost is your lost and mine; lost for words; lost in thought, lost in time, lost in space or just lost. You’re standing at the top of the Rabbit hole; once you start down it you are lost around every corner; you’re lost at every fork in the road (crossing that goes in three directions); which way do I go now; well you move on; right direction or wrong; you plow through it like you know where you’re going; but you’re lost; lets face it; that’s life; no one knows where this path will lead them; you know what’s down that road and you don’t want to go there; but you take the high road and I’ll take the low… you know what I mean.

The White Rabbit; do you follow it or not; that’s life; we are all lost in our own way; those that think they’ve never been lost are the ones that are so out of touch with reality that lost would actually be place; and they can’t admit to being in that place. I’m running down the hole at top speed; every corner looks like the last; around this bend I find my keys, around the next I find my sock; but I’m still lost; those objects don’t help me to find myself; they don’t define me or where I am; they don’t have a hold on me.

Balance is an act of trying to keep one foot in the hole and the other on the ground; its a game we play to delude ourselves that we have both feet on the ground.

Is it a Question of Balance? It is Tuesday; but you still don’t know what I’m talking about or why you are reading this; is it a waste of your time? Do you have something more important to do? Maybe find your way around the next corner without this little riddle, could you? No; this isn’t a test nor a question, it’s a fact that lost is what lost does.

Time is an illusion that we keep track of so we don’t get lost in it, space is an illusion that we track so we don’t get lost in it also, so does lost in time and lost in space ever help to find you? You can turn your GPS off now; it will no longer help you.

Can you be so lost that time and space are the same thing?

You need to decide how lost you are and if its a good thing or bad.

Helplessness is a long word for lost, in fact a lot of words describe being lost more accurate then just being lost but add no more information about the fact. Go ask Alice; the White Rabbit wasn’t lost, in fact it knew where it was going having already been there; it knew where it was taking you after having already taken you there; its you that thought you knew who you are, your Alice and Wonderland is the place and the time is all around you, a metaphor? No, its a semaphore, my way of sending you a message through time and space so you can find your way out of the hole; of course there is no way out, so the message is as lost as I am.