I have had to rewrite parts of my Template and Siteman program which makes my Sitemaps and Sitemap.xml; to implement some of their idea’s, SEO is a full time job, you have to work at it everyday, make changes, track those changes and rate your progress.

We talked about my ranking for Vets Help, Help Vets, Disabled Vets and other key words that I have yet to identify.

I will keep on working so I can get this site out there for people to find.

I hope the other Vets like this site and find it useful.

When someone ask you do you just blow them off by saying fine?

What would they do if you actually opened up and told them?

The real question is how do you feel?

How do you feel?

Think about the question itself for a few minutes and ask your self if the question is how is your health, your mental compass, or is it a question of logic?

Most people assume it is your health, so the question should be is, how is your health, but that’s not what I asked you at all, no I asked how do you feel?

If I wanted to be witty, I could answer; with all my sensory receptors.

I think it depends on how you ask us the question; a stranger, its always, fine how about you, a friend is normally treated the same, a spouse or lover may get more information then they wanted.

So how do I feel?

Indifferent

Growing up as a child I had mixed feelings about Christmas; most of the time it was great; sometimes it wasn’t so great but it was always Christmas. The older I got the more disappointed I got with it; by the time I had children I didn’t like Christmas much; I now understood why my parents didn’t like it; Christmas is for children; but how do you make it good for children if we don’t like it much?

Faking Christmas has become a season pass-time; now that most of my children are grown up and out of the house; and the only one left seems to hate Christmas as much as I do; its getting harder to fake it. I still try for my wife; she loves Christmas.

Christmas; it seems like that said it all; people running around with their heads cut off; generally in a bad mood; spending money they don’t have, for presents no one will like a few months later. Yes I have the Christmas sprite alright; a season designed by retail stores just to make money; its about as phony of a holiday as they come.

Christmas is to celebrate Jesus Christ’s Birthday; might as well celebrate  Horus, Mithra and Krishna Birthday at the same time; seems Jesus is just one of many who was born on this day; and have these things going for him:

• He was born on December 25th of a virgin (Isis Mary)
• A star in the East proclaimed his arrival
• Three kings came to adore the new-born “savior”
• He became a prodigious teacher at age 12
• At age 30 he was “baptized” and began a “ministry”
• Horus had twelve “disciples”
• Horus was betrayed
• He was crucified
• He was buried for three days
• He was resurrected after three days

Why do we continue to celebrate Christmas? So the stores will continue to make money.

The totally materialistic greedy and unimaginative people of the world would think you gave them nothing; if they do; that’s what they deserve; if their friends and family think the same; there has been too much inbreeding and your a Red Neck and so are your friends.

What it really means; is hey I want you to have anything in the world that will fit into this box; maybe size doesn’t matter; cost has to be within my means of chores; or you just get the empty box because that’s what you deserve for being a greedy materialistic person. If you want them to have more choses, just fill the box with more boxes of different sizes; knowing you’ll have to fill each one over the years.

It also says that I could have gotten you something; but it may not have been what you wanted; and all I really wanted was that you truly love what I got you and not think oh that’s nice.

The thought that counts doesn’t mean a lot all the time; or to all the people.

Lazy; no its not being lazy; its going to take a lot more effort to do this then to just pick something out in the first place.

To me it says, hey I love you enough to want to fulfill your dreams; make a wish and its my command to fill it for you.

But be careful what you ask for; every gift has a cost more that money itself; what you want says a lot about who you are.

Now what if I give you a Box with a lot of Box’s in them?

This is saying I’ll spend the rest of my life filling them.

Again if you think your not getting anything; then that’s what you will get, since that’s what you asked for.